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YugenGrowing up is a scam
We are still children
We have been
We always will be
In that, I witness our divinity
It's all a reflection of our humanity
Yet we set it back in obscurity
Misguided, we bring only atrocity
All the angels fear our ferocity
If only we could see the possibility
We be God with the power to create Eden
I hear the masses calling me "Heathen"
Hear me out, it's much more than a feeling
I seek truth, don't hang me for treason
The fabric of our being has suffered a lesion
We are one yet humanity is lacking cohesion
The depths of my soul are running dry
Too far gone, it's impossible to pacify
My spirit's great urge to fly so high
I'm way too tempted to wave goodbye
But my own existence I need to justify
The song of the universe I must amplify
We've all been long deceived by time
A lie told so well it's almost sublime
Our own evolution, we will undermine
If we keep clinging to this paradigm
Entire perceptions, we must redefine
With all eternity we must align
Not lambs f
Soulless bastard that I am..I am a reflection of the universe
And in that spirit I will channel this verse
My tongue is dying with the need to disperse
Words of the mind which my heart has rehearsed
The drugs and booze left unquenchable thirst
To seek out the question…
I'm definitely not the first
Can't be concerned with 'this shit's gonna hurt'
Dare I brave the waters for fear my mind will burst?
Either way I'll be riding off in a big ol' fancy hearse
With reality distorted, we best get it sorted
Alright now it's time we get the show started
Save talks of love, so my flow won't be thwarted
Seems to me like we've all been outsmarted
Lack of a better word…the world's gone retarded
Idiots idolized you'll prolly inhale if they farted
I've got no intention to sound like a martyr…
..I seriously just fucking hate this shit!!
I'm no bleeding heart, believe me it's hardened
But I can't accept that my soul has been bargained
Many in this prison, but who's the fucking warden?
Some vile piece of shit will be reaping this ga
AbsurdHere I am trying to spit some lines
Trying to avoid some generic ass rhymes
This is me fighting against the times
Seizing fate by the neck and tearing up some twine
Blazing through this existence of pearls and swine
Fuck it… these words should just float with the wind
Insane with sanity, I've had it up to the brim
Fuming out malice, I'll erupt with a grin
I've lost all my patience
I live with no regard for the wise or the ancient
The crags of life are always most salient
But to traverse this universe I've got my own navigation
You'll probably think I'm an escaped mental patient
My existence seeks the absurd
Absolutely no intention of joining the herd
Won't be chained to the sky just like a bird
I'll step into my shadow, I won't heed your word
Don't want to jump into this maze
This rat race won't really be affecting my face
Don't give a fuck if you try and keep pace
Fools will all gaze in awe as I fall from grace
I'm all too willing to vanish without a trace
I exist for me and me alone
The World Is My HighIt's as if the universe is unraveling around me
A glimpse of its secrets
Truth within the blink of an eye
On the tip of my tongue
Within my brain
Not truly ready to comprehend
Something is there
Yet unable to express..
The ultimate end is happiness
We are all one in that
We seek that state as one
The return to oneness?
Everything is one in that it "is"
It is what it is
We seek the beginning and the end
Love, when two become one?
Or are we to just fuck everything in sight?
Oneness is harmony?
Harmony is beautiful?
That which we love becomes beautiful
LogicallySo my dear
If we were to see things logically
In a totally balanced manner
That most beautiful
Would captivate me
My eyes and heart would yearn for it
There is nothing in this world
Nothing at all
More beautiful than you
WorldWhy can't we truly be happy?
We are not in harmony
Why is that?
Simply due to "the way of the world"
It's an accepted deviation
There should not be a "should be."
Merely an "it is."
No "what if's.."
Our reality is a lack of truth
Reality sans reality
This reality is a terrible distortion...
Of a once beautiful idea
Hypnos you jerk, where are you??Sleepless nights..
Far too acquainted we have become
You and I
Not quite friends
In fact, very far from it
Companions in misery
Oh how I wish you would die
At least one of us anyways…
Countless lifetimes have I lived
All within the span of dusk 'til dawn
Bedtime for most mortals
Prometheus' flame burns within my skull
Like this bringer of light
Eternally doomed to suffer
Punished by the gods for playing with fire
I must lay awake every night
Searching for peace
Deep within I am forced to delve
Then the dawn strikes
Temporary solace you bring me
You jolly ol' Sun
As you ride across the sky
Yet once again you vanish
Leaving me in bad company
Alone to torment myself
What fire burns within me you ask?
The flames of love and doubt
Setting my mind's eye ablaze
Searing white light
Impossible to ignore
Impossible to sleep
Moi?I am a body of conflict
An old soul fighting with a dreaming mind
Instigated by an amorous heart
Trying to hold it all together
All while this world and everyone in it
seeks to rip me asunder
I'll jump into oblivion
And tear myself to shreds
before I allow them that satisfaction
ClicheRunning on empty
Weary to the bone
Yet constantly in motion
Restless is my mind
Trapped in a maze
Fit for the rat races
Searching for an escape
Fear, hatred, and anger rising
Sowing seeds in the heap that is my mind
Of thoughts best never thought
Peddlers of death calling my name
Offering false promises of relief
Torn asunder, my heart and soul
Irrational, emotional, pathetic
My diseased brain
A hollow man I am
Devoid of life
Darkness fills my skull
Enveloping my mind's eye with a black veil
Bright lights dying
World obscured by a smoky haze
From my brain through my eyes
Realities past are dead and rejected
Times of joy forgotten
How did I become so blind?
Oblivious to the beauty of this world
All color and energy is gone
With nostalgia comes loss and regret
What could have been?
Yet there it is, clawing away at me
Cliche and dull, everything
These words, these sentiments, this emptiness
This life so lifeless, a paradox
Missing all zest
Addicted to Messy Kisses (Visual) I want to sit on the
roof top in your boxers and kiss
you while listening to you telling me about
the stars that made the constellations on my
face. I want to kiss you when you photograph me,
because that's what I want to remember: loving you
endlessly and boundlessly. I want to kiss you when you
are too tired and too drunk, and watch you slobbering all
over me, while I laugh in your breath on my lips. I want to
kiss you in libraries, when you'll blush and tell me to sto
organized chaosHis brain's like
reflecting muted light.
His brain is architecturally sound,
with perfect corners
organized into neat sections,
metal cutting the spectrum
into cautious pieces.
He tells me he's nothing.
He tells me that he's grown up
from the cracks in the sidewalk
like a dandelion,
and he's been waiting his whole life
for someone to come along
and blow his fucking head off.
He tells me he comes from a bad place,
and I nod
when all I want to do is shake him
and remind him
that everything beautiful
must grow up out of the dirt.
I wanted to write you a lovesong.i.
Summer rain has nothing
on the sound of your laugh,
little pinpricks of sunshine
lounging across the cobbled
streets of midnight,
cooled grey eyes, shining
tears of nightlights
glowing like stars in your cheeks;
in darkened archways,
hollow stone walls
reverberating through my skull --
back to earth, loving
taking root under the city floor,
breathing across cool hands
in warmer songs, notes
bundled under my sheets
thoughts that last all night
and drift between the rafters
of my chest
wanting at last;
pure, starry sky and
dawn rolls down the mountainside,
turrets and towers
crinkle-eyed smile batters
falling -- falling --
more delicate than down
softly into the clouds.
one life into another
the moon has sunk
into my soul; I am losing
but the bloodl
How the waves tasted your anklesSince you are the only sailor
of the sea that my moon-
child eyes so easily bleed,
I crumble to shoreline pieces
every time I press my lips
to half-neglected sea glass,
haunted by visions of the way
you rolled cherries on your tongue.
Two LilliesI found my soul,
in a white lily atop a hill,
a red wine sunset
splashed against the sky.
My heart felt her before
I could see,
the flower strongly rooted
petals blowing with a battle cry
against the wind.
The gusts overtime,
testing and strengthening
the precious growth
roots sewn deep.
I sat beside,
your petals open wide
nothing left to hide,
shades of white
despite the soil you came from.
Yet alone you sit
a secret scent,
for me to enjoy
as I read a book,
and talk to you about everything and nothing.
Late into the night.
dew like tear drops,
and I couldn't take you home with me
but I would return again,
Until the day I join you.
sacrosanct perversionhe is
my paragon of feverish intemperance
my blue-flamed boy nova
the burning of my besotted wits-end and start
the reticence under the gape of endless stars
whose abdomen fell
prey to my scathing eyes and starving claws
whose mien asphyxiated
by my irrepressible thirst
past his past lovers and navel gait
how i pine
for the warmth of his gargantuan laughs
for the coolness of his gaze transfixed
on my lips
blue-fire fervor and inferno
dearest penned don
grant me my sip of the holy grail
i would become a polyglot existence
singing of her myrtle and doves
and my mirabile dictu love
on every known continent
BloodlustIn our private heaven
We satisfy our bloodlust
By breaking each other's skin
With a shinny blade
And tasting the crimson flow
The flow of life
A life of lust and love
The love we feel
For each other
A bloody and guilty love
Of voluntary wounds
And beautiful scars
Our reason to live
Our dirty secret
A secret we both carry
With great pleasure
The only way
We can feel happiness
StarsYou fill me up with bubbles,
dreams and futures floating for me.
Using a line of chalk to draw my life plans on me,
outlining where we can go together.
Stars scribbled across my forehead,
highway across my belly.
Breathing in the cars, making a map of our love.
ways I have failedscarling I believe
I knew our stars were faulted
The same way I knew that I couldn't stand them disarrayed
I wove you slowly
into my tendons
and I refuse any dimension that finds us ceasing
just pretend I am a man
and not a knot in your chest
I will pretend that I'm not gasping for breath
you are my barbed catalyst
that I refuse to release
I will proudly dress my wounds in the mirror
knowing that everything will be better than I was
there is no part of me undoctored
no words ungreened
and no fiber untorn
you were never just a prompt
but you were always more than my thin hands could manage
I always knew you would outgrow me
SheEveryday that I may awaken
I am born anew
Today I am
Yesterday no longer
New sunbeams heralding in
Messengers of morning
Infinite possibilities born from them
If I awaken
And by the grace of God
Could see you once more
Can I not fall in love all over again?
Every time I see you
With my new eyes
It's love at first sight
My heart skips another beat
I'm left breathless
Timid and shy all over again
Why am I such a fool for you?
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