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YugenGrowing up is a scam
We are still children
We have been
We always will be
In that, I witness our divinity
It's all a reflection of our humanity
Yet we set it back in obscurity
Misguided, we bring only atrocity
All the angels fear our ferocity
If only we could see the possibility
We be God with the power to create Eden
I hear the masses calling me "Heathen"
Hear me out, it's much more than a feeling
I seek truth, don't hang me for treason
The fabric of our being has suffered a lesion
We are one yet humanity is lacking cohesion
The depths of my soul are running dry
Too far gone, it's impossible to pacify
My spirit's great urge to fly so high
I'm way too tempted to wave goodbye
But my own existence I need to justify
The song of the universe I must amplify
We've all been long deceived by time
A lie told so well it's almost sublime
Our own evolution, we will undermine
If we keep clinging to this paradigm
Entire perceptions, we must redefine
With all eternity we must align
Not lambs f
Soulless bastard that I am..I am a reflection of the universe
And in that spirit I will channel this verse
My tongue is dying with the need to disperse
Words of the mind which my heart has rehearsed
The drugs and booze left unquenchable thirst
To seek out the question…
I'm definitely not the first
Can't be concerned with 'this shit's gonna hurt'
Dare I brave the waters for fear my mind will burst?
Either way I'll be riding off in a big ol' fancy hearse
With reality distorted, we best get it sorted
Alright now it's time we get the show started
Save talks of love, so my flow won't be thwarted
Seems to me like we've all been outsmarted
Lack of a better word…the world's gone retarded
Idiots idolized you'll prolly inhale if they farted
I've got no intention to sound like a martyr…
..I seriously just fucking hate this shit!!
I'm no bleeding heart, believe me it's hardened
But I can't accept that my soul has been bargained
Many in this prison, but who's the fucking warden?
Some vile piece of shit will be reaping this ga
AbsurdHere I am trying to spit some lines
Trying to avoid some generic ass rhymes
This is me fighting against the times
Seizing fate by the neck and tearing up some twine
Blazing through this existence of pearls and swine
Fuck it… these words should just float with the wind
Insane with sanity, I've had it up to the brim
Fuming out malice, I'll erupt with a grin
I've lost all my patience
I live with no regard for the wise or the ancient
The crags of life are always most salient
But to traverse this universe I've got my own navigation
You'll probably think I'm an escaped mental patient
My existence seeks the absurd
Absolutely no intention of joining the herd
Won't be chained to the sky just like a bird
I'll step into my shadow, I won't heed your word
Don't want to jump into this maze
This rat race won't really be affecting my face
Don't give a fuck if you try and keep pace
Fools will all gaze in awe as I fall from grace
I'm all too willing to vanish without a trace
I exist for me and me alone
The World Is My HighIt's as if the universe is unraveling around me
A glimpse of its secrets
Truth within the blink of an eye
On the tip of my tongue
Within my brain
Not truly ready to comprehend
Something is there
Yet unable to express..
The ultimate end is happiness
We are all one in that
We seek that state as one
The return to oneness?
Everything is one in that it "is"
It is what it is
We seek the beginning and the end
Love, when two become one?
Or are we to just fuck everything in sight?
Oneness is harmony?
Harmony is beautiful?
That which we love becomes beautiful
LogicallySo my dear
If we were to see things logically
In a totally balanced manner
That most beautiful
Would captivate me
My eyes and heart would yearn for it
There is nothing in this world
Nothing at all
More beautiful than you
WorldWhy can't we truly be happy?
We are not in harmony
Why is that?
Simply due to "the way of the world"
It's an accepted deviation
There should not be a "should be."
Merely an "it is."
No "what if's.."
Our reality is a lack of truth
Reality sans reality
This reality is a terrible distortion...
Of a once beautiful idea
Hypnos you jerk, where are you??Sleepless nights..
Far too acquainted we have become
You and I
Not quite friends
In fact, very far from it
Companions in misery
Oh how I wish you would die
At least one of us anyways…
Countless lifetimes have I lived
All within the span of dusk 'til dawn
Bedtime for most mortals
Prometheus' flame burns within my skull
Like this bringer of light
Eternally doomed to suffer
Punished by the gods for playing with fire
I must lay awake every night
Searching for peace
Deep within I am forced to delve
Then the dawn strikes
Temporary solace you bring me
You jolly ol' Sun
As you ride across the sky
Yet once again you vanish
Leaving me in bad company
Alone to torment myself
What fire burns within me you ask?
The flames of love and doubt
Setting my mind's eye ablaze
Searing white light
Impossible to ignore
Impossible to sleep
Moi?I am a body of conflict
An old soul fighting with a dreaming mind
Instigated by an amorous heart
Trying to hold it all together
All while this world and everyone in it
seeks to rip me asunder
I'll jump into oblivion
And tear myself to shreds
before I allow them that satisfaction
ClicheRunning on empty
Weary to the bone
Yet constantly in motion
Restless is my mind
Trapped in a maze
Fit for the rat races
Searching for an escape
Fear, hatred, and anger rising
Sowing seeds in the heap that is my mind
Of thoughts best never thought
Peddlers of death calling my name
Offering false promises of relief
Torn asunder, my heart and soul
Irrational, emotional, pathetic
My diseased brain
A hollow man I am
Devoid of life
Darkness fills my skull
Enveloping my mind's eye with a black veil
Bright lights dying
World obscured by a smoky haze
From my brain through my eyes
Realities past are dead and rejected
Times of joy forgotten
How did I become so blind?
Oblivious to the beauty of this world
All color and energy is gone
With nostalgia comes loss and regret
What could have been?
Yet there it is, clawing away at me
Cliche and dull, everything
These words, these sentiments, this emptiness
This life so lifeless, a paradox
Missing all zest
My SunlightYou are my sun,
My only light,
As you fade,
The moon is there,
A memory of you,
Of the darkness,
Before your dawn.
You are the breeze,
That kisses my face,
Those tender lips,
That rushing embrace.
You are the grass,
Beneath my feet,
You hide my tears,
You support my weight.
You are the last,
One for me,
There was many before,
But they were never the same.
With you its right,
With you its love,
And if tonight,
I come above.
I'll see your glory,
From the moon,
From the memory,
Of this afternoon.
Puppet String SymphonyHere come the snares,
wrenching at my heart;
like my tongue can’t find the words to say.
I've been resurrecting your skeletons,
just to place broken flesh over it and watch it all decay…
…scratching at freshly picked scars and rose petals,
while digging up old habits and hatchets;
just so I can whistle a tune so tragic.
Here comes the wind,
stomping at my lungs;
like my emotions are gasping to be released.
I've been coughing up your cover-ups,
just to place my index finger over it and watch it all cease…
…living in this darkness, sulfur-tipped match tossed in the breeze,
while thinking it’s just not worth the candle;
just so I can hum a song you can’t handle.
Here come the keys,
playing at my mind;
like all eighty-eight demons and angels serving one star.
I've been worshipping my self-inflicted headache,
two times twelve and that’s how many bars…
…I've got to show you the color I feel.
When the puppet string symphony beg
About ArtA sweet poem,
All but a
For the true art called
I PromiseIt is a painful thought
To know he kissed you,
To know he stole your innocence.
He felt the warmth and comfort of your love,
But manipulated it to lust
And turned that perfect smile I now see,
Into a lifeless vessel
That gave into his
Carefully painted words
He had you
Before I ever knew you,
I'm sorry I wasn't there,
I'm sorry I could not save you.
But look up at me now, love,
Look up at me with those astonishing, crystal eyes
And know that I will love you
Until this heart of mine has given out.
I am your present
And your future;
I will love you for more than your body,
I will love your wild personality,
I will love your motherly instincts,
I will love your acceptance,
I will love your understanding,
I will love your "frustrations",
I will love your timidness,
I will love your stubbornness,
I will love your laughter,
I will love your tears,
I will love your scars,
I will love your flaws,
But most of all;
I will love you.
TonightBring me to life
With your touch.
Love me now,
Forget me later.
Set me on fire
With your lips,
Into my soul.
At least for tonight,
Let me feel again.
my eyes sometimes forget youwhen you are gone, my eyes sometimes forget you;
the daily grind goes on; the bus-wheels roll their hides over the asphalt roads;
the snow melts into pools and clings to boots, licking the rubber heels of girls
who sway their hips to music that i only faintly hear; the women smile in coffee shops
and leave stray hairs on the wicker chairs; people pass by windows and their zippers
catch the light; my fingers turn the pages of new books.
somehow your voice finds me in the midst of all of this,
and very softly brings the words
that never really leave me:
this is my love.
when you are gone, my eyes sometimes forget you-
but my heart does not.
Unrequited LoveJust think of me.
Text me good morning and good night.
Text me at lunch just to let me know you're alright.
Wish me a good nap around five or six.
And if you're every bored just give me a call.
I'll make you a fangirl no matter what.
Even if you never admit it I'll let you off.
Meet up with me every now and then.
Never end a conversation with just goodnight or goodbye.
Ask questions and explore life with me.
Support me but don't try to fix me.
Even though I'll try to fix you.
But first I need this dream to come true...
For Your Eyes Only...For your eyes only, I bare my soul.
For your eyes only, I bare my heart.
For your eyes only, I bare my body.
For your eyes only, I bare my mind.
For your eyes only.
For your ears only, I share my dreams.
For your ears only, I share my fears.
For your ears only, I share my sorrow.
For your ears only, I share my joy.
For your ears only.
For your heart only, I give my love.
For your heart only, I give my strength.
For your heart only, I give my passion.
For your heart only, I give my life.
For your heart only.
All of these and more...
are for you--only for you.
The GlowThe Glow
Dictated by Puabi
What brings a glow of fire
To a single woman's eyes?
What curves her red lips
Into a joyful smile?
The promise, the delivery,
The receipt of love.
When she was waiting
Such a long while,
And it comes to her heart
In her surprise.
Imagine, when it comes
To a woman like me,
The brightness of the glow
In her eyes.
SheEveryday that I may awaken
I am born anew
Today I am
Yesterday no longer
New sunbeams heralding in
Messengers of morning
Infinite possibilities born from them
If I awaken
And by the grace of God
Could see you once more
Can I not fall in love all over again?
Every time I see you
With my new eyes
It's love at first sight
My heart skips another beat
I'm left breathless
Timid and shy all over again
Why am I such a fool for you?
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