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YugenGrowing up is a scam
We are still children
We have been
We always will be
In that, I witness our divinity
It's all a reflection of our humanity
Yet we set it back in obscurity
Misguided, we bring only atrocity
All the angels fear our ferocity
If only we could see the possibility
We be God with the power to create Eden
I hear the masses calling me "Heathen"
Hear me out, it's much more than a feeling
I seek truth, don't hang me for treason
The fabric of our being has suffered a lesion
We are one yet humanity is lacking cohesion
The depths of my soul are running dry
Too far gone, it's impossible to pacify
My spirit's great urge to fly so high
I'm way too tempted to wave goodbye
But my own existence I need to justify
The song of the universe I must amplify
We've all been long deceived by time
A lie told so well it's almost sublime
Our own evolution, we will undermine
If we keep clinging to this paradigm
Entire perceptions, we must redefine
With all eternity we must align
Not lambs f
Soulless bastard that I am..I am a reflection of the universe
And in that spirit I will channel this verse
My tongue is dying with the need to disperse
Words of the mind which my heart has rehearsed
The drugs and booze left unquenchable thirst
To seek out the question…
I'm definitely not the first
Can't be concerned with 'this shit's gonna hurt'
Dare I brave the waters for fear my mind will burst?
Either way I'll be riding off in a big ol' fancy hearse
With reality distorted, we best get it sorted
Alright now it's time we get the show started
Save talks of love, so my flow won't be thwarted
Seems to me like we've all been outsmarted
Lack of a better word…the world's gone retarded
Idiots idolized you'll prolly inhale if they farted
I've got no intention to sound like a martyr…
..I seriously just fucking hate this shit!!
I'm no bleeding heart, believe me it's hardened
But I can't accept that my soul has been bargained
Many in this prison, but who's the fucking warden?
Some vile piece of shit will be reaping this ga
AbsurdHere I am trying to spit some lines
Trying to avoid some generic ass rhymes
This is me fighting against the times
Seizing fate by the neck and tearing up some twine
Blazing through this existence of pearls and swine
Fuck it… these words should just float with the wind
Insane with sanity, I've had it up to the brim
Fuming out malice, I'll erupt with a grin
I've lost all my patience
I live with no regard for the wise or the ancient
The crags of life are always most salient
But to traverse this universe I've got my own navigation
You'll probably think I'm an escaped mental patient
My existence seeks the absurd
Absolutely no intention of joining the herd
Won't be chained to the sky just like a bird
I'll step into my shadow, I won't heed your word
Don't want to jump into this maze
This rat race won't really be affecting my face
Don't give a fuck if you try and keep pace
Fools will all gaze in awe as I fall from grace
I'm all too willing to vanish without a trace
I exist for me and me alone
The World Is My HighIt's as if the universe is unraveling around me
A glimpse of its secrets
Truth within the blink of an eye
On the tip of my tongue
Within my brain
Not truly ready to comprehend
Something is there
Yet unable to express..
The ultimate end is happiness
We are all one in that
We seek that state as one
The return to oneness?
Everything is one in that it "is"
It is what it is
We seek the beginning and the end
Love, when two become one?
Or are we to just fuck everything in sight?
Oneness is harmony?
Harmony is beautiful?
That which we love becomes beautiful
LogicallySo my dear
If we were to see things logically
In a totally balanced manner
That most beautiful
Would captivate me
My eyes and heart would yearn for it
There is nothing in this world
Nothing at all
More beautiful than you
WorldWhy can't we truly be happy?
We are not in harmony
Why is that?
Simply due to "the way of the world"
It's an accepted deviation
There should not be a "should be."
Merely an "it is."
No "what if's.."
Our reality is a lack of truth
Reality sans reality
This reality is a terrible distortion...
Of a once beautiful idea
Hypnos you jerk, where are you??Sleepless nights..
Far too acquainted we have become
You and I
Not quite friends
In fact, very far from it
Companions in misery
Oh how I wish you would die
At least one of us anyways…
Countless lifetimes have I lived
All within the span of dusk 'til dawn
Bedtime for most mortals
Prometheus' flame burns within my skull
Like this bringer of light
Eternally doomed to suffer
Punished by the gods for playing with fire
I must lay awake every night
Searching for peace
Deep within I am forced to delve
Then the dawn strikes
Temporary solace you bring me
You jolly ol' Sun
As you ride across the sky
Yet once again you vanish
Leaving me in bad company
Alone to torment myself
What fire burns within me you ask?
The flames of love and doubt
Setting my mind's eye ablaze
Searing white light
Impossible to ignore
Impossible to sleep
Moi?I am a body of conflict
An old soul fighting with a dreaming mind
Instigated by an amorous heart
Trying to hold it all together
All while this world and everyone in it
seeks to rip me asunder
I'll jump into oblivion
And tear myself to shreds
before I allow them that satisfaction
ClicheRunning on empty
Weary to the bone
Yet constantly in motion
Restless is my mind
Trapped in a maze
Fit for the rat races
Searching for an escape
Fear, hatred, and anger rising
Sowing seeds in the heap that is my mind
Of thoughts best never thought
Peddlers of death calling my name
Offering false promises of relief
Torn asunder, my heart and soul
Irrational, emotional, pathetic
My diseased brain
A hollow man I am
Devoid of life
Darkness fills my skull
Enveloping my mind's eye with a black veil
Bright lights dying
World obscured by a smoky haze
From my brain through my eyes
Realities past are dead and rejected
Times of joy forgotten
How did I become so blind?
Oblivious to the beauty of this world
All color and energy is gone
With nostalgia comes loss and regret
What could have been?
Yet there it is, clawing away at me
Cliche and dull, everything
These words, these sentiments, this emptiness
This life so lifeless, a paradox
Missing all zest
Saturated SeductionSaturated Seduction 7/23/14
You appeared to me in a dream.
You exist only in my enigmatic imagination.
The moon was heavy that night,
drunk with the power of the sun.
Pulling and pushing the tides
like my vacillating moods.
I swim through this vast ocean
of unrest searching for
a place to call home.
I created your face
to give me comfort.
I carved out your being
to fit perfectly with mine.
Your hair danced like fire even
though the sea consumed you.
Sometimes my dreams are lucid -
most times I forget.
But you linger like an after image -
as a flash of a camera in
my watery eyes.
You stay with me on nights
of uncertainty - when all my
doubts bombard and petrify me.
I am rooted in place, too
frightened to move...on.
If you were real it would feel like a dream.
I would never wake.
Eternal slumber has a nice ring to it.
When We Said Our Goodbyeswhen we said
i did not blame
breaking my heart
making petty claims
throwing my gran's china
ripping up pictures
demanding custody of our cat
but i do blame you
every single one
we were a
Love Always PerseveresSometimes
You just have to keep on
Throwing paper airplanes
Until someone turns around
Sends one sailing back to you.
A strong and broken man.A strong man is defined by his vows,
and he had bled for his.
Years could not age what he had swore,
and she wished he had sworn for her.
A captain of honor and virtue
damaged by his hope.
She struggled with his obsession
and grew jealous of it.
Was she not worthy of his regard?
Not a symbol for adulation?
Could she not tempt a loving word,
or even break the skin?
The stronger the man the worse the break,
and what was he if not broken?
Hope had scarred but did not mend
the loss he bore on his back.
She felt his eyes recede
and knew he thought of her.
A woman that had won his strength
and lost it to his ambition.
A man who loved so purely
it reflected in his crimes.
He felt the loss so deeply
it imbedded in his skin.
She never knew herself
to crave a hopeful man.
But she loved him for his vow,
and wanted him to break it.
I thought that my feelings
Were guided only
By the desire emanating
Between my legs
Now I realize
That it goes
Far beyond that
My heart pounds ferociously
At the mere thought of you
I want my body
To melt into you
Feel the waves of love
Crash against the shore
Of my once battered body
Sweep me up
Into your tide
I want to drown
In a sea
Of your love
Asphyxiated by desire
You are the only one
Who can resuscitate me
Your lips against mine
Bring me back to life
SMIH ONE PIECE MARCO
Just as you and the other girl were about to pick your sticks to draw form the bag, a strange presence approach the Thousand Sunny. You turned around to see a man dressed in purple. He appeared to be blind and used a stick to feel his way around the ship. You had no doubt in your mind that this newcomer was Fujitora.
"Excuse me, is it too late for me to join the game?" Fujitora asked, walking up to Sanji. He looked around and saw that since Marco was the only person left between you and this other girl, so mathematically, one of you weren't going to have a turn. To make it fair, Sanji would have no choice but to allow Fujitora to join.
"As long as you promise to not bring harm to the ladies..." Sanji warned holding up the bag to Fujitora. "Put an item in the bag that belongs to you. Don't let the girls see it."
Fujitora nodded and reached into his pocket and pulled out his item. He kept it hidden within his fists as he placed it inside the bag.
"Alright ladies~! Now we have enoug
My LoveI am so exhausted
Loving you from afar
I don't even know
What you look like
But I am completely
In love with you
Whoever you are
You are the total package
A perfect mold
Of my deepest and darkest desires
Honest to a fault
Masochistic enough to love me back
Intelligent enough to know you shouldn't
But so deeply in love you can't help it
God, how I want you
I've never had to beg before
But I would for you
I would swim in an ocean
Of broken glass
Just to get you to look at me
But you can't be real
Such perfection can't exist
But I love you all the same
I simply can't help myself
We kissed last nightWe kissed last night
In my dreams
Not my first dream-kiss.
First time with you.
You took my face in your hands
And looked at me with tears
Then our lips touched
Not wet, but dry
I didn’t speak
But I smiled
We did it again
The dream-kiss felt good.
That was a first.
It surprised me
Then it felt awkward
People were watching
But only I felt weird
Because I enjoyed it.
Of course you did
But could we do it in real life?
Would it be as wonderful?
Or as awkward?
Someday we might want to
But could we?
We’re both girls.
web in every time
in every space
your lovely face
with every fiber of my heart
my love, my friend
my spider in the middle of a web
we have met
through the ages
through their silverweb
of every time
of every space
in a maze
of heartbeats, tangled velvet sheets
and pearls of sweat
don't be afraid to be alone, forgotten or lost
in every time
in every space
your beloved face
anytime my light
casts its shadow
I can see your smile
behind the mask
shining through the surface of your skin
calling me home
luring me in
I'll recognize your wicked smile
in every time
in every space
my dear spider, waiting for me in the middle of a web
calling me home
playing on the strings of my heart
luring me in
through the chaos of our fates
SheEveryday that I may awaken
I am born anew
Today I am
Yesterday no longer
New sunbeams heralding in
Messengers of morning
Infinite possibilities born from them
If I awaken
And by the grace of God
Could see you once more
Can I not fall in love all over again?
Every time I see you
With my new eyes
It's love at first sight
My heart skips another beat
I'm left breathless
Timid and shy all over again
Why am I such a fool for you?
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